happy happy..

my 18th birthday..
i got my first message from wendy
then tan mi ,jen wei, yuva, michele , ming rei,and a few of my other friends who wished me..
thank you u guys for remembering.. i heart u all..

i turn 18 today..
when i thought about what i had been doing this 18 years of my life, i feel that its not enough.. what i had accomplished?
what is the purpose of my life? what on earth i m here for?
i need to make a difference in my life.. make differences in others' people life..
a revolution is all that i needed..

but how?

any suggestion?

i m not being philosophical here, seriously..

its time for me to make changes..
changes
and changes!

my first..

i dedicate this page especially to my loved ones and people whom i cared so much..
God, my family, friends..

my mum.. i love u so much! i prayed and hope that u will get well from arthirtis and frozen shoulder very soon..i hope u will lead a happy wonderful life..
it really hurt me so so much to see u suffer in pain and i cant do anything to help u..
u r the one who cared for me so much that i think i will never ever repay u for all the selflessness and sacrifices that are so unconditional..

my aunt who took care of me since i was a baby..muacks! i hope u will lead a happy life from now on..

my dad who support me in everything thing that i do..

my bro who is 7 years older than me but age gap isnt a barrier...he is the one that i admire so much..my role model..

its been 3 months since i had started college..isk'isk
time passes so fast..

as i took a moment of my life reminiscing about my schooling days, i wished that time could just turn back.. i miss them..all of them..my friends..they are everything in the world to me..
somathing that i wouldnt trade for..even with much promised treasure or precious diamonds..
i heart u guys!

wendy...caring n understanding, my long long long time best buddy..we click so right!
jen wei..a girl with a kind heart yet so honest one..muah!
yuva...my lovely mum who cared so much about me..(it was touching)
tan mi... my problem solver and the one i could talk to when i had problems.
shali..the smart one
lahvee..the joker one
zhi lin..the role model
eunice..the good advice giving one
yang..yvonne..
cindy..the funny one
dolores
fiona
jen..the cool one..
dviya..the creative one..
preeva
elaine
kar woon
michele..the responsible one..best president of leo club
yap.. the creative one
kah mun..the funny one
tang,yoke fun, kar yin.puiyee,chuiyen ..the hardworking ones..
jo ee
wendy lim
wai mae
many more..


my sweet national service friends who taught me life was more than money and competition and studies and getting good job;they were truly inspirational to me..
zijing..my so-called sis
yeng ling
ming rei
li zing
chen wei
...

indeed absence makes the heart grows grows even fonder..